I really love what I do. I honestly feel that what I do helps mankind and is almost a spiritual service. I don't mind if you laugh. I'm not saying I'm holy, or godly - I realise I'm the polar opposite of a nun. But I know that I've helped people through this line of work and I love the feeling of intimacy and closeness where it feels like a there is almost the power of a deity in such union. As opposed to two people having a fuck, although that is obviously nice too.